Untuk sekian kalinye..

Assalamualaikum..
perghh lame sangat belog ni bersarang..siap ade mcm2 jenis sarang kot..haha..
lame tak berbelog...hampir setaun!! huhu..bz sgt ke? atau pura2 betul2 bz? both kot.. :P

kenapa tetibe rase nak bebelog kembali???
jeng jeng jengggggggggggggg...............

sebab...sebab....sebab...

sy dah nak tawen dah! *wink *wink..

mood mengedik sudah bermule...haha..

I AM B2B soon...InsyaAllah... ;)

Sile jangan muntah kalau lepas ni belog ni penuh dgn journey bride to be.. :P

a best leeson on psychology

when a person laughs too much even on stupid things, be sure that the person is sad deep inside....

when a person sleeps a lot, be sure that the person is lonely....

when a person talks less, and if she talks fast then it means that person keep secrets...

when someone can't cry then that person is weak...

when someone eats in abnormal way then that person is in tension...

when someone cry on little things then it means she is innocent & soft hearten...

when someone gets angry on silly or small things it means she is in love.....

vice verse situation?

our life

hidup kita sukar diramal kan?
kita bagaikan boneka yang menari bila muzik dimainkan
tambahan kita sendiri tidak pasti setakat mana peranan kita dalam permainan ini
menarilah kita mengikut rentak yang dimainkan entah sampai bila?
rentak yang mungkin kadangkala kita sendiri tak suka
atau mungkin iramanya kedengaran kian sumbang?

mungkinkah?

think twice babe

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So,
LOVE the people who treat you right,
FORGET the one who don't.
And believe that Everything HAPPENS for a reason.
If you get a chance,
TAKE IT!
If its change your life,
LET IT!
Nobody said it would be easy.
They just promised it would be WORTH IT!

day 1

1st of all.. salam ramadhan to all muslim...

yeah niari ari pertama praktikal @ kerje..
smp mmhe kul 8.15.. then tunggu kak su.. pastu beratur tuk amek result induksi tuari..

opss lupa.. patutnye praktikal start ujung bulan 8.. tp sbb nk masuk mmhe kene buat medical check-up, e-pass n pelbagai lar.. *psstt yeah leceh.. so ktrang masuk pada 01.09.09..

Pada 27.08.09 ktrang (aku + kak su) ade kursus induksi mmhe punye. kire mcm kursus keselamatan tuk dlm sane la kununnye.. induksinye satu hari. pastu end of the day ade exam yang mengandungi 50 soalan. jwb semuanya. xde pilih2 ye.. hehe...

then tadi bru kuar result exam. alhamdulillah lulus..
wah! igtkan dak safety dpt 50/50.. betul semua.. but nobodys perfect.. :P
so markah yg aku dpt ialah 48/50... ok lar tu kan.. kalo failed malu je.. huhu
lepas amek result then beratur lg tuk amek gamba tuk buat e-pass.. bepeloh gak. dengan pakai coverallnye.. *psstt panas.. haus ok.. pastu dlm kul 10 jugak la bru settle semua..

masuk je dlm tu kak su kate "x sangka jejak jugak kat mmhe ni"
aku lak ckp "tu lar.. x penah mimpi pun nk masuk dlm ni"

pastu ktrang di bawa pusing2 kat dlm tu. seb baik ade keta. buatnye jalan kaki.. maunye pose sekerat ari.. hehe... pastu g office.. then dpt PPE.. pastu g side.. company ni buat blasting & painting.. dok kat site smp tghari then balik office balik sbb ujan..

ape buat kat office? tdo? haha... ujan2 best kan tdo? tp x lar.. kami baru 1st day. mane bole tunjuk belang lg.. :P

sesi suai kenal pekerja n tempat kerja la kot.. setiap org cite lain.. so muka kami pon da agak bekerut.. maka ade lah sorang tu sound.. "aku bukan suruh ko menggosok moi. aku nak ko tgk2 kan bebudak ni pakai PPE ke x. dan keselamatan dorang je"
haha.. yer x ye.. lupa ke aku tgh praktikal pasal keselamatan.. bukan pasal kejuruteraan.. tp even safety pun.. ko kene amek tau semua bende.. not too in deep lar... ye betol..

erm da lar.. sambung esok yer.. mate da tekebil2.. sgt mengantuk oke..

daaaaa.....................~

site visit

Mase yg ditunggu2 telah pun tiba. Yeah..site visit. dah seminggu tangguh, akhirnye Jumaat lepas semua budak2 SHO Niosh Southern dibawa ke sebuah tapak pembinaan (AME Construction) di Tanjung Langsat. Jauh gak nak ke sane. dekat sejam jugak la.. naik bas skola beb.. haha.. student la katekan.. tp bas skola VVIP la.. :D

Sampai sane ktrang diberi briefing oleh HSE Manager n rakan2 seperjuangannya. Kami dibahagikan kepada 2 kumpulan di mane campuran budak2 plantation n construction. separuh hari jugak la kat site tu. 1st time aku turun site. fuhhh bepeluh mmg x hengat. panas yg teramat. (bru panas dunia) huhu..

Banyak benda baru dpt belaja. ye lah.. sblom ni dok cite dalam kelas je. x tgk sendiri. kali ni turun site n tgk sndiri ape yg dikatekan itu.. ape yg dikatekan ini..
dan aku mmg tabik spring la kat AME Construction ni. Safety dia aku bole bg 90/100.
kalo korang pegi mane2 construction site, xde la sesafety mcm site nih.
aku harap dorang betul2 mempraktikkan keselamatan n kesihatan ditempat kerja.
n aku harap dorang bukan buat lakonan semate2 mase ktrang datang tuk site visit saje.
susah gak kalo nak belakon bende yg x penah kite buat dlm mase sehari kan?

kat bwh ni gamba future2 SHO.. sori xde gamba kat site. x dibenarkan bwk camera masuk site.

walaupun kepenatan n keletihan
kami masih mampu tersenyum.. hehe

sampai saje di Niosh mereka terus menyerbu makanan yg disediakan. ni baru separuh hari kat site. isk..isk.. bulan x pose lak tu. cm ne la agaknye nnt bile praktikal time puasa. huhu..
n sejak dr hari tu baru aku tau kenapa pekerja2 bangla n indonesia makan begitu banyak.
terasa kami da mcm mereka plak pada hari itu. haha.. kesian....

petang lepas balik site ade kelas pulak.. dlm schedule xde. aduhai..
aku masuk kejap je. lepas sign attendance trus blah.
bukan saje blah ye. aku nak g buat medical check up tuk praktikal nnt..

Time Of Your Life

- Time Of Your Life -

Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.

Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.

It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.

Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.

For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

(music break)

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

tears drop in July

:: Tears drop in JULY ::

Tears drop in JULY.
Bring the blues back in life
For me to let go
And for me to move on,
Maybe the hardest thing.
Its like making a dream without hope.

Tears drop in JULY.
remembering moments
that seems to fade..
remembering dreams
that fly so far away...
I got a bundle of stress that come my way
That make my JULY MORE su*K in everyway.

Saying bye-bye seems the hardest thing,
but stuck in the moment is the worst.
writing story for hours and days......
and now it stop
with my tears drop in JULY.

p/s: since dr dulu aku perasan bile tibe je bulan July, aku akan diberi dugaan yg agak berat olehNya..

pembahagian tempat praktikal...

Yeah niari da abes cover module I..
maknenye da abes satu buku teks..
then esok blaja pasal OSHA..
then lusa da masuk module II..

dan tadi jugak diumumkan tempat praktikal masing2..
my colleagues semua dpt tmpt praktikal dlm plantation industry..
ade yg dpt kat Kulim Berhad, Lembaga Getah M'sia, Kek Seng n etc..
semua plantation..
sesuai la dgn course yg tgh amek skang ni (safety in plantation)

aku sorang je tercampak kat oil n gas..
tu pun sebab cari tmpt praktikal sendiri..
yg Niosh bg semua da penuh..
rase mcm lain la pulak...
sorang2 tercampak kat oil n gas tu..
huhu...

so end of August..
MMHE here i come.. :)
insyaAllah...

study la pulak...

lamenye x masuk blog.. huhu..
been bz dgn study dah....

"ko smbung study?" " buat degree kat mane?"
xde la.. aku amek cert je..
"amek cert je?" "cert ape?"
alar.. safety je...
"ko amek safety?" "hoho"

Ya..
aku amek course Safety n Health Officer (SHO) kat Niosh..
di bawah program Train n Place..
course ni kejap je.. 2bulan kuliah n sebulan praktikal..
tp actly kuliah x sampai pun 2 bulan..
nak diikutkan betulnye kuliah genap2 31 hari je..
dalam mase 31 hari tu kene habiskan 6 buku teks..
huhu... da mcm fast track course la pulak..
tp xpe.. aku cuba catch up..
n alhamdulillah setelah 5 hari kelas ni bole la tahan...

banyak bende baru dapat belaja..
seronok sebenarnye belaja pasal safety ni..
Trainer lak ari2 betukar..
setiap Trainer berlainan background..
so kat situ dapat kongsi mcm2 pengalaman dorang..
ade yg dari background construction..
ade yg dari manufacturing..
ade yg dari oil n gas..
seronok... :)

mase belajar ni yerlah seronok..
blom tempuh alam pekerjaan lg..
mcm mane la agaknye t da keje ek?
Safety ni bidang baru bg aku..
yg sebelum ni x penah terlibat langsung..
mohon pada Tuhan..
minta semuanya berjalan dengan sempurna..
insyaAllah...

n doakan jugak lg 3 taun dpt green book..
then mudah2an jd SHO yg bertauliah..
ngeh ngeh.. Amin... :D